well, boredom strikes me once again.

yeah yeah, it's summer and i don't know what to do. always stuck inside my room. oh yah, so boring. i wanna go out and have the time of my life. HAHA. i wanna go out with my friends or whoever everyday. go and swim and have fun. fuck. WHEN WILL THAT HAPPEN? my friends and i planned a lot of times. but those plans didn't worked. yeah yeah. EK, galle and all that. oh well, SOON I'LL BE GOING OUT. :D don't wanna waste my time infront of the computer or tv. haha. :D so you guys should really enjoy your summer. 'cause sooner or later it's time for school again. (OH NO!)

lilmissdevil

"there's a girl who never learned how to be contented of spending her time with someone who misses her so much that she made the person cry and feel lonely"

bakit ganon? nakuha ko na gusto ko. pero malungkot pa rin ako.

i don't know if you really love me or what. but i don't want to think that you don't. i trust you and i don't want that trust to fade.

i just want to fix things you know. i want us to be happy. REALLY HAPPY. not only when we're together outside or what. but i also want us to be happy in school. or in anywhere we go.

hindi bat masaya un? nafifeel din ng mga tao ang saya na nararamdaman natin. at nakikita nila ang pagmamahal na binibigay natin sa isa't isa. di ba?

i know you also want that. but you're not showing me. i didn't tell you to hug me or kiss me in front of the public. 'cause i don't like that either. and i hate it when they say we are "PDA". where in fact, we're NOT.

i don't know why i'm coping with this shit. that in fact, i know that nothing will change.

hay. nothing will change? but i'm not losing hope. i know we can make it. even though there are a lot of problems along the way.

and PLEASE trust me. everyone knows that you should trust the one you love. right? but it seems like you lack trust. how will this shit work if you will not trust me?

but still.. i am sorry for all the things i have done. i know i'm bad. and i'm not that loyal. unlike you, who is so loyal to me. I"M SORRY.

dont worry, i'll change. i'll do my best. and i'll make you happy. i don't want to make you cry. i don't want you to be sad. i don't want to hurt you anymore.

sorry, please forgive me?

iloveyou.